Oh my, oh my – I could just sit and stare at this guy for hours and hours. Everything about him is so fascinating. What on earth is happening to me. This guy is a loser and definitely not my type at all. I should just walk away and get on with my life – but… My dreams are centered all around him now. What should I do? He makes me laugh. He makes my heart flutter with anticipation. He makes my just living fun.
But I wonder what will happen in the future? There seems to be no future It’s only now, the present with him. But what an unforgettable wonderful present. I wish I could change him and he would be perfect. But I’ve learned there is no changing another person. They can only change themselves. I know that.